Who loves his life?

In our everyday life we are so busy with our job, familly, going out and as well as all these we should watch TV to be able to be sociable, read books, magazins and papers for nearly the same reason, goto or organise party etc etc.... . So in fact there is no time to see where we are exactly going to. Are we in the right direction? Are we enjoying our life? Are we not too dependent to a kind of habit that a little difference will make us loose our equilibre? In fact all I mentioned above about our everyday life are so inter related that if we take one of them off the list, our life changes very much. There is a different degree of impact between each of our habits but one thing is sure, our life is regulated by those and not vise versa.
I think sometimes it wouldn't be too bad to step back and try to look at all these from a different angle. To try to force things in order to take the control of the situation. It is not easy I know but I think we should understand one thing and clear it in our own mind forever : we shouldn't be slave of our habits. Because any changes in these habits, if we don't master the situation will be painfull and difficult to overcome. Sorry, but I gotta go to work.lol

Happy Norouz

I wish all the humanity to live together in peace and in harmony in the coming Iranian new year. Let's push away those who try to sow hate among us. Let's show them our intelligence by not participating in their games of shock of civilisations.

Please don't go

I read over internet today that the Russain technical staff and engineers who work on the nuclear power plant of Bouchehr in Iran are packing up. I am simply very scared. Did Russians received the signals that the Bouchehr nuclear power plant is going to be hit?
On the Iranian capital, orders have been given to the few newspapers who are still in job, not to write anything on this for the moment.
Have we really burned all the possibilities of doing otherwise than a war? I am being franck, Ahmadinejad, is just like a kid at the kinder garden. He doesn't really realise what he is talking about. We all know this. But those on the other side, who are representing the civilised world, the inteligent world and the sole possible world , them they are suppose to be more inteligent than that, no? More inteligent than just bombing a nation beacuse their president, selected, sorry, elected by religiuos leaders of the country has been bull shitting since over a year about how he sees the world without having any power to influence it. Yes, without having any means of putting in execution his words.
Economy is bankrupt, currency ressources are dried up, all the basic food consumption is needed to be imported, a general depression is rooted within the population, I think we can let the time do his job and let the little sparkles which are happening, do what they did about 27 years ago to the late shah of Iran. Or may be it's just what the civilised world wants to prevent? The real take over of the power in Iran by people.
Sometimes I ask myself, why it is so difficult for mankind to step down from the power? I never had it so I can't understand why is it so difficult to let people do how they wish to do.

Joyeux Noël

Joyeux Noël

Where is my country ?

After many years living out of my birth place, I have a feeling as if all of a sudden I belong to nowhere. The Iran that I knew doesn’t exist any more. It is so far away those times. And the Iranians that I see here and there in Europe, who are born or grown up here, don’t know anything about my Iran. For them Iran has always been like what we see today. In fact it does not matter if we like today’s Iran or not. What I am saying is that “this Iran is not what I knew”. In fact I am happy when I go there but it’s just a nostalgy. I have nothing to do there. I am being honest in saying these. I love Iranian music. But mostly the old ones. From the time of befor the revolution. I like history in general so Iranian history interests me. I don’t follow the Iranian sportif events. I don’t have any Iranian friends ( this is not a choice, it’s just like that). I don’t read persian books or papers except some blogs.

In fact when I look at all these I start to find myself in the air with no place to put my feet. Am I wrong in saying these? Should I stay still and let the time pass? Should I do something about it? Could I do anything about it?

I don’t know what’s going on but it’s not going on well. May be that’s why I enjoyed so much my holidays in Canada. Areas with Iranians and their shops seemed so much like the Iran I knew. It looked so much like my Iran.

Two students 1O K miles apart

An Iranian student has been subjected to taser by American police in LA. Until that day, I thought, us, the Iranians are big headed people who take themselves for the best in the world and that for any incident, just knowing that one side of the conflict was an Iranian, would be enough to know whose fault it was. I read on different Iranian blogs about this and each time there were many comments by the blogger visitors. Very easily 90% of the Iranians thought that the Iranian student was wrong and that he forced creation of this atmospher. Police reaction and the use of taser is another story and has nothing to do with what I am writing about. In fact the story is very simple. There are security non-armed forces in the universities in the US. They have the right and the duty to ask anyone present on the campus to present their ID student card. They have the duty to make sure the regulations are respected. So when they ask someone to present his ID card, you just have to do so and everything is finished. But if you don't, for any reason, they ask you to leave the place. If you don't they call the police force. This student just wanted to do it his own big way. That guy does not know what it means respecting the law. He learned it, but in a rough way.
Just 10 000 miles away from LA, another Iranian student, just outside the university where he was student, was at the bus stop and talking to his wife. There, a member of university security forces comes to him, and after few exchanges, the security guy takes out a knife and kills the student. Yes, the security guy kills the sudent front of his wife. Where did it take place this incident? In Iran. The security guy in Iran is a member of militia revolutionary force ( Basidj) who have offices in every university, factory, offices and any working place. Their job is to make sure the law is respected. The guy just did his job as his masters thought him, paid him and asked him to do. There was no manifestations ( we all know why) and everyone knows what will be the results of the inqiuries into this affaire.
Just compare these two events .
I was very glad to see the reactions of Iranians over these two incidents. I see a big progress in our visions and I really think we are going in the right direction. I can't stop myself from screaming the unjust treatment that has been done to the iranian student in Iran, who has died because of a stupid militia force's reaction. I don't hope and expect anythin from the authorities inIran. They have a very dark background for these kind of atrocities.

I have a sister murderer

Once again the Islamic Republic's justice is showing his face and is inviting us to share executuion of a girl who has committed a murder when she was 17 years old. Once again instead of digging into the Iranian socity to find the reasons behind her act ( truely savage and not acceptable) which have rooted very deeply in the socity, they are just trying to hide the very dirty and shamfull socity that they have created, by a savage and barbaric act of executing this girl.
She is called Delara Darabi and during a burglary with his boyfriend they have commited a murder. I do not know the exact details of her crime. I am not even bringing up this old( and important) subject of execution. What I am trying to explain is that in a country of 70 million people, where according to the official figures, there are 6 million unemployed, 4 million drug addicts, where over 10 million people live under the poverty line ( and I can tell you that poverty line standards are not the same over there and here in the western countries), massive prostitution due to poverty, export of the prostitutes to the persian Gulf countries from Iran, and all these because of a genarl poverty and lack of education and social act oriented organisations, do we have the right to execute this young girl? The authorities over there are doing these kind of executions since a very long time now. The last one in date was a girl who only had 16 years old. What results have they obtained from these executions? Nothing. Absolutly nothing. The authorities and the mullah in Iran are just trying to hide the real problems by that. The massive rubbery of Iranian peoples petrodollars by the mullahs, has created the millions of poors and squatters in iran and they are looking for a bloody nuke that they will never have it. Help the poors like Delara Darabi M; Ahmadinejad, if you really care for humanity and Iranians. But they don't care and they don't give a shit to people like her. They are just too busy to fill up their accounts in the western countries banks.
She is painting in prison now. Above is one of her paintings.
My dear sister, it is our fault all, to have let you fall in the misery which conducted you to this horrible act. I am deeply ashamed to be your compatriot for not being able to do anything. We might forget your name, but we will never forget that we, the Iranians, are also responsible of what you did and have to be treid too.